Hi, I felt the same, was reading the book, understanding what they were saying and trying to get across, was typing in the code from the book but it wasn't sticking.
I would go to do my own project and just didn't know where to start. I've enrolled in a C# course so I can get to grips with the underlying language, structure and syntax and I've only done 4 weeks, and it has really helped.
Its worth looking at doing a course at college.
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